Continuing on the Path

I have completed about 75 little houses out of 800.  I have learned that it is truly about the journey rather than the result.  I have experienced big improvements, and I am incredibly hopeful.  What can I say?  I must keep going, keep finding the road, keep seeing the freedom within my situation.  The little houses are being completed well, my practice is going okay.  My health is still poor, and it is still my hope that by reciting more little houses I will also find more stable health and well being.  I guess my goals have to be realistic.  For this year, I hope for incremental improvement.  I hope I can say at the end of next year that I am healthier in body, mind, and spirit than I was a year ago.  I have had a pleasant Christmas holiday and I'm excited to travel down to San Diego for New Years!

Setbacks

Recently, the weather has been poor.  That has been part of the reason I have had setbacks, with my health, my mental well being, and my ability to recite for little houses.  Thankfully, I was able to finish reciting one LH today.  And I have another one to start.  My dreams last night showed me that I have several energy requesters that are in need of LH's, so I hope that I can keep up the pace.  The optimistic signs are very encouraging, including overall improvement in mental well being and ability to do more in my life.  The little houses really work, but in my situation it is very difficult because I need to recite so many and I am very ill physically and mentally.  It seems impossible sometimes, but I remember how well the little houses have worked for me and others and I think of my family and friends and what it will mean when I recover...ah, a wonderful thought.  Thank you,  Cameron

Bump(s) in the Road

     With the rain has come a worsening of symptoms, and a fear that things won't get better.  Or at least not to the extent that I hope.  According to experience and my understanding of my situation, yin beings or energy requesters can hang around us more when it is overcast and rainy, because the yin energy is higher and the sunny yang energy can't get through as much.  So as a result, I am more uncomfortable and I have more problems with negative thoughts and sporadic mental activity.  I am still completing little houses at a good pace, and I have about 60 completed out of the required 800.  Wish me luck getting through the rain!